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Hey peeps.

No mood.

I'm useless in this world.

I'm just giving everybody the burden i've got.

am i giving you the burden?

but i know i have gave alot of my burden to my parents and my siblings.

i've always been thinking,

killing myself is the best way.

all the burden that i gave you is all gone.

but,when i think twice,if i kill myself,i won't be able to see the people i love anymore.

i am prepare to leave this world but i'll miss the love ones.

i've been rude to my parents and i don't know how i am supposed to ask for forgiveness.

i may be lying to you guys alot of time.

but i just want to escape from the burden and just give it to you guys.

i wanna be a good girl and it didn't happen.

i am not a good muslim and it seems i can't change my life.

i need someone to help me change or i'll think its the best way for me to just kill myself.

like what i say,i like to run away from problems.

i really hate my life.

i regret everything for what i've done.

i prefer dying then living in this world.

i know i always cry but i'll cry because for a reason.

only people around me and god knows.

i don't love my life anymore.

i wish i wasn't born to this world.